Better Left Unsaid

you say it won't come this way
and i saw it the way you saw it
and realized i had picked the best time
to be the worst i could

and am i watching myself from the outside

knowing i let it become trapped
but i will continue to depend on this
though i depend on it regretfully

is looking always enough
maybe sometimes it can't be found
changing it all when it should have stayed
i told you not to want
and you still envy the people who know me

but i will continue to depend on this
though i depend on it regretfully
just for tonight, just for tonight